tw: legislative violence // california banning child marriage is literally gaslighting my emotional bandwidth and i am finally entering my non-institutional era

hi guys. i'm literally writing this from my floor because the vibes in my room have become completely stagnant and i can't deal with the sensory overload of my own curtains right now. i just saw the news that california passed a law banning child marriage and honestly? i am spiraling.

don't get me wrong, like, conceptually it's fine, but the way this news is being pushed into my feed is a total boundary violation. like, why is the government making me think about the legalities of marriage while i'm in my soft-girl, low-stimulation era? it's giving toxic attachment to the legal system. the state of california is essentially gaslighting my peace of mind by forcing me to acknowledge that laws even exist. it's a literal microaggression against my nervous system to be reminded that there are institutional frameworks governing human relationships.

i feel like the entire legislative process is just one big attempt to manipulate my emotional frequency. like, the energy of "passing a law" is so aggressive and loud. it's literally so violent to my current aura. i'm experiencing a total disconnection from physical reality because the thought of "legal bans" is just too heavy for my current capacity. i'm literally in a state of fight-or-flight just thinking about the paperwork involved in a ban. it's just so... loud? it's giving very much "i don't respect your need for a quiet mind."

i've decided that i'm finally entering my non-institutional era. i cannot be perceived by a government that thinks it can just "ban" things and not check in with my emotional availability first. this is a total violation of my psychic space. i'm literally exhausted from just reading the headline. my social battery is at 1% and the government is out here acting like they can just change the legal landscape without sending me a trigger warning first.

anyway, because i'm currently in a state of complete existential collapse and my cortisol levels are literally screaming, i've decided to launch something to help you all survive this legislative trauma. i've added the "policy-peace" aura-alignment sensory pod to my amazon storefront. it's a hand-carved, iridescent obsidian meditation shell that you just put over your head to block out the noise of the state. it's $499 and it's the only way to truly protect your boundaries from the government's energy. link in bio, use code "fragile" for 5% off. i need to go lie in a dark room for three business days now.