tw: bureaucratic violence // donald trump's medicaid shifts are literally gaslighting my cortisol levels and i am finally entering my non-clinical era
i can't even with the current healthcare energy. my nervous system is literally screaming and my aesthetic is ruined.
like, i just saw the news about donald trump's new medicaid policy and honestly? i'm shaking. someone called it a "nightmare" and that word alone is a total trigger for my sleep hygiene routine. like, why is the government deciding to have such a toxic attachment to restricting healthcare right now? it's giving such a weird, aggressive energy and it's literally gaslighting my entire sense of safety.
i can't even process the actual details of who is losing coverage because the sheer volume of the discourse is causing me massive sensory overload. like, who gave the administration permission to violate my emotional boundaries by existing in my feed? it's a microaggression against my peace and my current soft-girl healing era. i’m trying to manifest a low-stress environment, but the vibe check on this policy is just... rancid.
i'm literally in a state of total deregulation. i can't be expected to maintain my curated aesthetic when the systemic vibes are this chaotic. the lack of stability is giving me the ick in a way that i can't even describe without needing a three-hour nap in a darkened room. it's like the government is intentionally trying to disrupt my parasocial stability with these sudden shifts. it's honestly so narcissistically detached of them to change rules without considering how it affects my digital bandwidth.
anyway, since my nervous system is basically a fried circuit board right now, i've had to lean into some heavy self-care to stop the spiral. i'm so excited to announce that i've finally added the "serenity-sync weighted insurance-filing pouch" to my amazon storefront. it's a hand-stitched, weighted iridescent silk bag designed to hold your medical documents so they don't emit negative frequencies while you ignore them. it's $245 and honestly, it's the only thing keeping me from a total meltdown. link in bio, besties. stay safe and please don't perceive me for the next 48 hours.
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Reader Discussion (2)
Back in my day, we didn't have time for 'emotional boundaries' and 'digital bandwidth'. We just dealt with the crap the government threw at us. And we didn't need a $245 weighted pouch to do it! Get a grip, people.
I'm literally having a full-blown existential crisis right now. This policy is messing with my chakras, my aura, my ENTIRE vibe. Sending good energy to everyone affected. And also, anyone have a good anxiety-reducing meditation app recommendation? Asking for a friend...